(Letter to Mother from Satprem)
Pondicherry, May 1959
I read your letter to X.1 He immediately said, “I shall explain tomorrow.” Then he added this: “Usually, before going to Mother I concentrate on the Divinity on which we are going to meditate, or by which we are going to get help. Thus, some Divinity (goddess) comes and with it the ceremony and ritual and colors. I shall explain more tomorrow.” As I am wary of his “tomorrows,” I insisted, especially in regard to the luminous globe,2 and I asked if it were the same thing as the Shakti of the other experiences. He said it was not, that it was different, and he repeated “more tomorrow.” Then, by way of concluding, he said to me, “It is very good, very good.”
Tomorrow, I shall be there at 9:30 a.m.
I am at your feet, Sweet Mother, with gratitude. I am a hard case, but I love you all the same.
1 In which Mother had asked about certain experiences that occurred during her meditations with X.
2 Another globe, or perhaps the same one, but this time orange colored.